Why I Referee
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This is where I have the most amount of control.
Read MoreSelf-Insults
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I’d take all the fans that ever yelled at me over the internal dialogue I maintain while in a depression.
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A Voluntary Hospitalization
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I was depressed without being hopeless and suicidal without wanting to die.
Read MoreThinking Suicidal Thoughts
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I was afraid I’d be locked up in a hospital indefinitely for the crime of having thoughts I didn’t want in the first place.
Read MoreDaily Reminders
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Forcing these ideals into my mind doesn’t block out my suicidal thoughts, but I’m more able to blunt their impact.
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